Are you holding on to a lot of rage? are you shopping a lot(unnecessarily)? do you keep joking and laughing in Public, but, the moment you go alone you feel there’s nothing in life? its’ all boring and not interesting at all..
Well, if you answer yes to any of the above questions, its time, you start reflecting on your current priorities and course of action and most important course correction towards what upon reflection comes out to be ‘what you really want?’
Honestly, if you stand right besides yourself on this (yeah I know that sounds tossy, will post that sometime as to how could one be right besides oneself), if you truthfully reflect on the on-goings in your life, you’ll get the correct answer to what is it that’ll make you happy, the answer to upon attaining what you’ll really be fulfilled.
Of-course we’re humans and its human nature to always want more but the true purpose or say the true desire for someone over a period of time is just one.
Now, coming back to the question content… Rage, you hold on to it only when there have been cases where you felt you should have gone into an argument to the level other person has and beat ’em down so hard that they never ever try to come up against you.. so you don’t do that at that moment, but later when you’re alone you crib saying all that you feel you should have at that moment.
Shopping a lot unnecessarily, trying to always look good on the outside, buying more and more clothes/accessories, expensive ones, sometimes purely wasting money you earn hard and spend every single penny you have.. its’ a sign of not being emotionally fulfilled, cause being able to buy things which a comparative set of people not be able to gives you a foul boost of a feeling that says you have control over your life.. however, you have that vacant space inside of you.. which can only be treated with companionship and nothing else..
We run behind few things in life.. we call ’em career goals, but, what makes us really happy in life is not only just achieving your career goals but also having a happy personal life… having a true connection with your own self.. being contented.. you need to have settled all the basics, that’s what will strengthen the foundations and bring in emotional balance.. always remember.. you’ve a commitment to yourself to be happy, so vouch for it!!! 🙂